Oh, God, please help!

Psalm 105:4, "Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always." (NIV)

I've never been this heavy....even after having my babies....so somethings gotta give.  I just want a quick fix...take off the weight now and I'll be better from here on out.  Doesn't work that way, so I get depressed.  I think my biggest problem is that I like all the wrong foods.  God, please help me!  If I call out to you ever moment that I desire something that isn't good for me, will you please strengthen me?  If I call out to you when I know I need to eat and I can't think of anything I think will satisfy or give me the protein I need, will you please answer me?  I hate that I am this desperate, I really can't do it on my own, I am asking humbly for your help.

Day 1:  176 pounds.  Joshua wants us to sign up for WW.  I want to just do the carb thing we did several years ago, eatting fruits and veggies and one meal with carbs and proteins.  Because I need to see something with quick results.

hard boiled eggs
protein shake
protein bar with low carbs
turkey
ham
low fat cheese
chicken breast
chicken stir fry
veggie pizza
soups with Venison
potatoe with venison and cheese and broccoli, lots of broccoli

celery

carrots
peppers
apples
bananas
grapes
raspberries
oranges

water

Psalm 105:4, "Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always." (NIV)